Arwen

My purring cat is coal coloured with moon eyes, 
mysterious and black 
She's hungry my black cat
Look at her sleep
Summoned through spirals and wreaths
crawling, climbing my sheets
flowing like water, brave and bold like fire
though she moves like air, invisible and mute

“Tent”

Our breath entwines, eyes aligned , hot bodies make steam in this harsh cold room
Chests eroding into gold dust, glaring light dulled by cheap fabric
Listening to my nonsense keeps me in touch
I haven’t felt a presence this strong
My tears are welling, falling, filling
Violent streams of anger take me
Bash me off sharp rocks
bloodied water
I planned this

Not so close (after all)

I try so hard to get out of this black hole, crawling slowly closer to the strength and light inside my soul, though I feel a heavy weight

It hinders my movement, a big Neanderthal sits crushing my ribcage

He breaks my heart by pressing it to bloody pulp

Different parts of me scream

Head and heart, my arms and legs

My strained vocal chords which rarely let me down

My eyes! They sting as down my cheeks pour dark realities

I’m battling with psychosis and rationality

Though, I don’t know whose crest I bare

I’m a grey knight, a colour blind soldier

My battles are aimlessly fought and both allies and foes lie wounded with festering limbs

I retreat, back into the dark, my continual friend

I badmouth the oaf I lie with, my natural response

But it’s by fault of my own I get into this mess

Too lazy and weak to clean

I’m alone again

Love poem

In the depths of your nets I lie

Colliding beautifully with your soul, exploring your unique ways and flowing among your life. Your sensational touch makes me shiver then melt, your smile consumes me

Your soft skin is a gift you press upon me, while your scent intoxicates me.

It’s now autumn but our love is spring, newly blossoming

I await our fruit but expect crumbling leaves, as drifting time propels us towards change

Though are love will battle on, bearing the winters. Which make us strong

I used to love you

Breathing my life like a zombie, plagued with desire

               

Why must you be so cruel? Making me blush, I watch you 

drool

               

Excuses for contact the warmth of my skin, like silk, I catch 

your grin

               

Hold me in your arms, my casket you build and I crawl to rot 

in your blood

               

I confess. I show partial interest, but interest that dies passed 

dreams

               

We were two parasites enchanted

               

You were edible. But indigestible 

Frigid

I no longer can concentrate, butterflies are whisking me away again
Come fly with me I’m inviting you, bring your love, please care for me too
Unmask yourself you puzzling fiend
Help me find my virginity
Spring seemed promising but too much time had passed
You cared for slimy fish, fish with puckered lips and sexual bits
Staring at yourself in the water like a stupid beast
Don’t fall in 
My obsessive solution was to burn those pins
I carried them and stroked them as I watched you
All that fresh youth and blissful ignorance makes me laugh now
The witches were wrong
There’s no magic to my hips
You were attracted to my immaculate symmetry 
Small red beauty so blinded by hype
I don’t know what you’re doing still knocking on my door
I could never say no to your pungent meat